crap day

i applied for this really cool job.. it sounded perfect. but they didnt even give me an interview. it really sucks. i thought that i would have been good at it. and it was a way out of the stressful kids action. i was pretty excited.
oh well maybe it would have been crap.

so today im trying to figure out whats next.
any ideas?

baby

today the sky is full. the air is full. people are rushing around trying to beat the promised rain. but its so hot. i am being slow today. the thought of being trapped under these dark full clouds makes me smile. i smile to think of the day we danced in the street. the bitumen smelt funny with the heat and the rain. the boy next door thought we were cool. hmmmm
i am being slow today. we went to the park for a picnic... me and my friend and the little baby. she smiled at me. she didnt smile so much last time we saw each other. we ate and lay around and felt the full air. we thought of the day the baby will talk. that will be a great day.
i love these afternoons. i wish they could all be like this.

tofu for dinner?